Tuesday, March 30, 2010
TIRED TTM.
although things are taking
a turn for the better
(slightly), still bthh.
whywhywhy...
it always occur to me that
i've alot of questions
unanswered,cuz i cant find
the answer.
i'm seldom truely happy now.
mostly, i smile just to
entertain people. you can see.
very easily irritated now.
trying my best to stay awake
throughout the day listening to
the class.
phy sucks today.
spoil the damn spring.
paid 60c for it...zzz
hmm..
i'm constantly thinking about
everything that's happening
around me. i see selfish people,
thinking always for themselves.
i see A LOT of unhappy people.
and i see people complaining
about small lil things when
they are much much better off.
why can't the complacent people
ever learn to cherish.
people who are free of
worries complain that
life is boring and sucks blah...
spending my time unwisely.
there's some motivation
here and there..
i just hope i can go far
enough before i collapse.
i feel that i'm not cherishing
everything and starting to take
my cousins for granted.
they are the ones who can really
make me smile. and they are the
ones who really make me feel
cared for. i hope that's how they
feel also.
wonder if heaven or hell is better
than earth...
sometimes when i do things,
i pause and ponder.
maybe i should spend more
time with my cousins.
AND,
FUCK THE OM. DAMN PISSED WITH HIM AND
HIS FUCKING DOG.
ASKED THE DOG WHETHER HE CAN CALL
MR.REMESH AND SEE WHERE HE IS AND THEN
THE LJ OM COME AND SAY I MAKE ALOT OF
NOISE.KNNPCB!
THEN SAY WHAT IF WANT FIND GO FIND MYSELF.
EH KNNCCB I CAN FIND I WILL ASK YOU HELP
ARH. FUCKING DOG. KNN THE HANDPHONE CAN
DUN WANT USE. TAKE OUT HAOLIAN. PIECE OF
SHIT.
i don't mind anyone telling this to the cb
people. freaking pissed.
i ask them for help and say me noisy.
knn dog. never leash then bark like
fuck. got this LJ people in this fucking
school. no wonder this school sucks.
FML.
jun wen at 5:28 PM