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PrisonPandA. 02/06/93 was the day i saw first light. you can press ALT+F4 if you dont like me. otherwise, you are welcomed:D i like sweets and chocolates alot :D
friends are important but not everything.
Me also likey diving.
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
do you feel it?
one word to describemy feelings.
SAD.
everytime i'm with friends,
i force a smile so that i
will not be anti-social.
no one seems to notice how
i feel.
or no one actually cares?
whatever the case, it doesn't
help at all even to know which
is the truth.
today is the 3rd day without it.
went to visit my great-grandmother.
CCK cemetery there.
there is sadness in my eyes,
but do you see it?
does anyone see it?
people are forcing me to do
what i don't want to.
circumstances are making life
difficult for me.
i regard some people as friends.
but do they? not LES,but others.
it seems that everyone is just
putting on a mask and hides
their knives behind their smile.
when you turn around,they just
simply stab you in the back and
pretend that nothing has happened.
there's many things going on me.
nothing is going in my favor.
not in school,
not at home.
easily irritated,frustrated.
trouble is already knocking on
my door.
it seems that this is inevitable.
gonna face it MY way.
it's been quite some time i really
made something go totally my way.
this time, i just want trouble to
go away, never come back.
trouble doesn't come alone.
they come in numbers, far greater
than you imagine.
all these rants and i still don't
feel any better.
FML is just a plain line.
it doesn't make me feel any better.
trying not to think about anything
except studies and cousins.
friends...
i lost someone i consider a friend.
i don't know whether i'm a friend to
the person. gonna let fate take over.
there's nothing i can do anymore.
i'm living in a world where i can't
make decisions for things anymore.
jun wen at 6:41 PM