Saturday, February 20, 2010
just be yourself , heck care the rest
life haven't been very
smooth sailing these days.
i end up going home damn late.
hate it. but then its my last
year in wwss.
i just read some
blogs, and found out that being
someone who holds a high position
is really not easy. the responsibility
that comes with it is god damn heavy.
when people criticize you and your
juniors, you feel damn lousy. you feel
that you haven't done your job.
feeling down these days, got this
blue feeling that i cannot shake
away. sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
for example, i don't know my geo
test score. that is a bliss cuz when
i get it back, i will suffer like hell.
i think back and start to think that
my ego is getting bigger and bigger.
OMG man.
now, everything in my head is just
pure playing. nothing else.
what is going on.
and i managed to solve some
math questions. gratz to me.
starting to lose contacts
with many people.
i also find that i do not
have the initiative to go
up to someone and start
talking with them,
cuz i don't feel very comfortable.
feeling damn drowsy already.
tml, no is today, later
gotta wake up at 5am.
for breakfast with some
SLs.
Just be yourselfLabels: i wear a smile to cover the ugly scars of sadness.
jun wen at 1:34 AM