Friday, January 29, 2010
life's difficult face it
today is not a very interesting
day.firstly, lesson was kinda
boring,slept awhile during
some lessons like chinese.
then geog got test.got a feeling
that i will do badly for it.
why is things all so difficult
for me? i know that there are
many far worse then me but then
can't life make it easier??
something had been bugging me
since last week.and the problem
is i don't know what.
i've been wasting too much time
on things i shouldn't be and
then the worst thing is that
i don't regret doing it.
right now,i must be
thankful for being a SL.
if not i would be rampant in
school doing stupid stuff and
then getting myself into
unnecessary trouble.
today,i saw something that
i always thought would not
happen...someone got expelled..
going to british council later.
should just be who i am instead
of trying to be something i'm
not?
envious of people who always go
out with friends to city..
i seldom go to city and then
i go there i like a retard..LOL~
feeling v troubled.
don't know why..
whatever it is, gotta be forward
looking and accept things as it
is.if something belongs to me,
it will be mine.
jun wen at 5:20 PM