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Saturday, January 30, 2010

BAD BLOOD.

had a real big quarrel with
dad ytd.what is happening to me?!
made him v unhappy and sad.
that isn't what i wanted.
all i wanted was some freedom.
everytime,you all think about
my studies and try your best to
help me.but then the very least
is to trust me and not barge into
what i'm doing and stop me.i'm
not your only child but then
everytime you say that others
are better than me, do you know
how it feels?

if you don't,i can tell you.
it feels disapppointing,
discouraging and i feel
very very disheartened.
i think that's what's bothering
me these days.

lost confidence in studies.
you push me on when times that
i want to give up but then have
you ever really rejoice when i
get good grades? guess not..
nowadays, good grades aren't that
easy to get for me.
do you know the pain of not being
able to please you no matter the
grades i get?

bah. you probably will not and
never will know.

anw,today orienteering was damn fun!
taking care of class 1C!! woots!!
doing it with GERMANE!!,EMANUEL!!,VERON!!
and JIACHENG!! we'll be the best of all!!
hahahah!!

gonna study hard again. this time no matter
what i get, i'll be contented..

till then,
cherrio~~

jun wen at 11:56 PM

Friday, January 29, 2010

life's difficult face it

today is not a very interesting
day.firstly, lesson was kinda
boring,slept awhile during
some lessons like chinese.

then geog got test.got a feeling
that i will do badly for it.

why is things all so difficult
for me? i know that there are
many far worse then me but then
can't life make it easier??
something had been bugging me
since last week.and the problem
is i don't know what.
i've been wasting too much time
on things i shouldn't be and
then the worst thing is that
i don't regret doing it.
right now,i must be
thankful for being a SL.
if not i would be rampant in
school doing stupid stuff and
then getting myself into
unnecessary trouble.
today,i saw something that
i always thought would not
happen...someone got expelled..

going to british council later.
should just be who i am instead
of trying to be something i'm
not?

envious of people who always go
out with friends to city..
i seldom go to city and then
i go there i like a retard..LOL~
feeling v troubled.
don't know why..

whatever it is, gotta be forward
looking and accept things as it
is.if something belongs to me,
it will be mine.

jun wen at 5:20 PM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

un-explainable feeling.

today was a sick day..
fancy getting sick the first
month of school...haish..
caught flu and v tired...
but then didnt sleep though.

but then my class chairman
slept throughout many lessons.
dunno how the teachers can
tolerate him...zzz this kind of
chairman! i sick also neh
sleep and he is alright with
no sickness plaguing him and
there he is,in his lala land..
got a good mind of kicking him
off the seat.sounds bad but then
this kind of chairperson is a
disgrace to our class lor.
fancy a chairperson who is lazy,
always sleep in class and has
a damn 'good' attitude. dun want to
elaborate more alr. not worth my time.
i rather spend the time sleeping.LOL~
i'm not saying that i'm v hardworking
cuz i know i'm not.but then he has no
humility to admit his mistakes.i'm also
not saying that i have a fantastic
attitude. but then at least i make
an effort to change(sometimes) but then
i can still be cranky at times. but then
at least i listen to people's opinion
and do some reflection. doubt he ever
does that. i bet he doesn't even know the
meaning of reflection..

btw, my maths test was disappointing..
i got only 26/40..i know that i could
have done better...

today went to school instead
of resting at home cuz today
got high junp..not that fun
during PE lesson cuz we aren't
allowed to go v high...
then during recess and after
school was much better. cuz we
get to go as high as we want.
there was no teacher there.
and it was there that i got
the 'kiss of the dragon' on
my leg.now it is swollen. thanks
to the dragon man! LOL~

my life now is somewhat getting
worse and worse.r/s with family
getting worse by the day.
quarreled with dad ytd.
not that i really wanted to but
then i was real tired and sick
ytd and they keep shouting at
me like there's no tomorrow.
damn man.sometimes i wonder what
is happening to me.getting v
cranky these days.doing weird
things that i cannot comprehend
when i think back.what is going
on in my mind i wonder.
if i don't know, i guess no one
knows.v restless and i cannot stand
the teacher going v slow in class.
not that i'm real smart or what.

just feel so weird these days.
doing things that i normally won't.
sulky everyday.
hope that there will be a day i can share
my woes with someone trustworthy
and won't walk out of me when trouble
brews,but someone who will go through
thick and thin. i once told someone that
i was like a phantom. i'd appear when people
need me to talk.but when they're fine,
i will just disappear into the surroundings.
and to the someone:
i think that you should spend more time
with you baby.he's feeling somewhat ignored
or smth.wish you 2 to last forever:DD

til then,
cherrio.

Labels: make it quick and not regret when its over., when life gives you a chance

jun wen at 7:40 PM

Monday, January 25, 2010

AWESOME!!

went to ms.ripple's wedding on
sat.

LOVE TAKES FLIGHT

one word to describe it. AWESOME!!
hahaha gonna post pics of the 'ticket'

anw,today was quite a bad day:(
cuz i got flu!! RA~~ sore throat..
then dun feel like talking the whole day..
then during geo class, dunno why
esmond they keep laughing then look at me..
LOL! i think they threw paper balls around..
LOL!! blogger upload photos so god damn slow!
got tuition at 6.30pm..zz!!

decided not to upload. going facebook find the
pics and then share with you guys;DD

till then,
CHERRIO~

jun wen at 4:54 PM

Saturday, January 23, 2010

bad luck??

i know i did post just now.
but then, now some more interesting things.
firstly, i bought contacts w color, brown ring.
surfed the net and saw sharingan eyes.
cost alot!! RA! but then damn cool!!
then went to subway for dinner:D
btw, skipped britsh council...
didnt feel like going.damn tired.
then the bike lock spoil...zz!!
then gotta cut the chain away!!
went to bball after that.
reached home at 11pm and found
out that no one is at home..
anw, there will be a service
learning thingy..waste time!!

tml is ms.Ripple wedding:DDDD
v excited. meeting up guys
at 9.30am at JE. hope that i wont
be late!!

you are just down right
irritating.YES YOU!! so what if you are from a
good class?? you SUCK. you are not worth
my time and i'm not going to waste it
bickering with you. cuz you are just not
worth it. if you want to know it so bad
why dont you go bang the wall and see whether
god sends you some inspiration?? dumb ass.
since you are from a good class, dun you have
other vocab other than 'lame'...i wonder how
you get into that class...the teachers must be
bribed...if you are such an asshole, you should
just die off somewhere far away and you can
contribute to the earth by not wasting the oxygen
and making so much CO2 with your crap. not going
to even say ty to you cuz you are simply not worth it.
so, go dig a damn hole and bury yourself in it.

Labels: confident you.good for you:D, everytime i walk past you, i see a brand new

jun wen at 12:35 AM

Friday, January 22, 2010

lost.

today,i decided to skip
british council cuz 1 of
my cousin didnt go also.
then quite boring and then
i nid to go send my guitar
exam form... so not going
british council.
going bball later:DDD

then in the mean while,
i gotta do lots of things.
i dun noe where to start.
at least now the work load
is lessened.cuz every now and then
i will do the work. so hard working:DD

anw, today was quite boring..
some funny things happened only.
LOL. like someone tore his pants
while trying to practise his kick!!
LOL! yeah. and for geog,i changing place
to seat in the front cuz i cannot
concentrate at the back...

till then.
CHERRIO~ hahaha

jun wen at 6:39 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

SADDED..

today was a bad start of the day.
firstly, BB died...RIP!!

lazy to type out all the details..
then went home after a good game of
bball in school after CCA.

then went home to chiong hw.
the first thing i did was to
play guitar and do hw.
then i do finish use the comp
for some recreational purpose then
my father keep disturb..zz!

feeling damn irritated.
cant i have privacy?!
after doing my hw i dun nid
rest?! i went to check emails
and he say i go facebook...WTF?!
just dun like lah. maybe going out
later so that wont quarrel all day long.
i dun like the feeling man!
damn pissed but then wont vent on
him cuz not worth it... i dun know
whether you are genuinely caring alot
bout me or just trying to annoy me.
but then enough is enough. just stop
assuming that you are always right.
i had enough. i have my own mind!
for goodness sake! stop asking me
to report everything i do to you.
we are not in the army here!

i dont hate you. just that sometimes
you go overboard. me not retaliating
not cuz i dun dare..i'm trying to respect
you. but then if you make it impossible,
then i will stop trying. when i do, nothing
much can make me change the way i feel for you.

anw, nothing really happy happened today.
wish i have a kitten with me...

Labels: stop trying so hard for nothing.

jun wen at 7:48 PM

Monday, January 18, 2010

Pissed...

today, my day was practically
not v good. recently having mood
swings?? whatever it is.
dun feel so good about it.
just reached home and had a
bath. then received a call from mum.
she told me to go for a lousy tuition..
TMD the tuition teacher sucks lah.
then now they transfer me to another
branch...this time the teacher better be
someone who is good...if not like that
just wasting my time and money...
CCB centre!!

going to catch up with my hw.
have been missing too much and
spending too much time thinking
bout you.
decided to spend more time on hw
rather than thinking bout you.
i somehow realised that maybe we
were not meant to be. we should
just be like normal...
so now, lets just concentrate...
haven't been able to concentrate
lately...havent found the reason..
then now i'm like question marks
all over and tests are coming out
next week...gonna study hard hard alr.
and hit the books until all the pages
fall:DDD
and most importantly, not to disappoint
my cousin!!(its all worth doing for you and i)
and not losing to my rest of the cousins too:DD
they are currently working damn hard and if
i dont, there will be no chance to win...
so,

tata for now:D
sayonara~

jun wen at 3:47 PM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

MOTIVATED!!

LOL! once i wake up,
i turned on the comp.
to do the hw:DDD hahahah!

anw, ytd was a v fun day.
firstly, the orienteering
was kinda fun:DD i had little
mosquito bites(YAY!!)
but then i had to carry 5 bottles
of 1.5 in my bag...so heavy!!
then the trip ended about 1 plus
went home to sleep cuz v tired!!

was disappointed cuz of someone...

woke up and prepare to go for buffet:DDD
it was in some restaurant. the food there
was superb!! LOL! must go again!!
went home to sleep and tada~
a new day:DD hope that today will be a
better day. i'm going to stop procrastinating!
and then clarify all my doubts asap!!

I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT. cousins and friends,
lets all work hard and not give up!! JIAYOU!!

that's all folks:D
sayonara~

Labels: you made me feel so disappointed...

jun wen at 9:40 AM

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Green Club!!

today was quite a boring day.
and i found out that many friends
of mine only plan to go to poly.
after that, they work and not study
anymore...

anw, i've been thinking bout you
all day and night.i think i'm
attracted to you.just cant get
you off my mind! OMGzz! LOL!
should i tell you?? or just keep
it in my heart??

a short post cuz i havent done
any homework. haish...really falling
back alot alr..

tml orienteering meeting. 7.10 at
foyer.. might be late? hahah!

that's all for naoo~
sayonara~

jun wen at 5:26 PM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

am i right??

woke up at 6.15 ytd thanks
to jiayi:P hahaha!
(i told her to give me morning call)
went to orienteering.
Jiayi,Irhas,Gina and me met
at 7am at kenny to do some
work while the meeting was at
8.LOL! jiayi reached there first,
followed by me:DD then Gina and
finally the person who late
half an hour came..LOL!
then went to eat breakfast
with irhas after the orienteering.
i found out that i was in alot
of programmes ytd.LOL! tt means
i'm gonna miss out alot of school.
the best part is that the sec4 study
camp, i will be at sentosa:DDDD
hahaha!! while the rest of them are listening
to boring talks.

decided to skipped tuition..
cuz the tuition teacher sucks.
he write the maths solution then
neh explain...wtf..then might as
well O levels gimme answer sheet..
went to JP library to study instead.
reached there around 2.30 and found out
that there was no space to seat and do
my work...finally found a place to seat and
started doing my work.

after that, i went home to sleep??
(OMGzz!!STM again..)
went to bball after i woke up.
hate those china people...LOL!
they dunno how play then keep
play until so rough...then i keep
try AND1 them and sometimes can:DD
then this stupid guy come block me.
he play so rough so i play with him lo.
he damn easy to fake lor.in the end,
he fall down...LOL! stupid..
then bball until about 10pm then
go home. no one at home..
then my parents and bro came back
WITHOUT my dinner!!
then i had to eat maggi with
2 sausages and cheese:DDD YUM!!
went to sleep soon after..

thats all~
till then,
sayonara~

jun wen at 11:06 AM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

AIR-CON ROOM!

today is the 3rd day of school.
it was quite alright. although hw
starts to come in fast.

today's lessons were mostly fun
and laughs! haha!
ms.suharti was like waiting for
the air-con to be turned on.
then is like we nid wait the signal
from other classes cuz she say
the air-con switch is connected!
LOL!!
then when the air-con can turn on
alr then we quickly adjust the temp.
usual temp= 18C. hahahah!
people from other classes,
DUN JEALOUS OK?? hahaha!
mr.chng(co form) taught us phy.
i heard that he was lousy but then
he not really lousy leh:DDD

in his lesson i at first
catch no ball...LOL~
then slowly i ask questions
then understand..hahah!
and then he keep point
to the blue words and say
look at the orange words.
HAHAHAH!! then i keep correct
him then he will like oh,ok..
then the class keep laughing!

going to school is no longer a chore.
its become fun. kinda starting to look
forward to gg to school cuz i can meet
friends, have fun lessons, and learn
somethings:D

suddenly loss for words.LOL!
anw,going meet JiaYi,Gina and irhas
tml at 3?? LOL~ forget the time alr!

ok then, getting back to doing homework
and acting like a nerd.

i dun like my hair now.. sucks:(
but oh well, it will grow right??(:

till then
sayonara~

jun wen at 7:07 PM

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