PrisonPandA. 02/06/93 was the day i saw first light.
you can press ALT+F4 if you dont like me.
otherwise, you are welcomed:D
i like sweets and chocolates alot :D
friends are important but not everything.
Me also likey diving.
WISHLIST
[ ] iPHONE 3Gs
[x] buy new clothes
[ ] new shoes!!
[x] promote to sec 4!
[x] New watch!!
[ ] ELLESSE watch!
-slept at 5.30am yesterday.. -woke up at 8am for orienteering. -didn't have breakfast. -no dinner yesterday either..
went to orienteering on an empty stomach. then went to buy milk tea with irhas during break.
me,irhas,jiayi and gina are the overall in-charge of the orienteering for bringing sec 1s to sugei buloh:DD
many things to do!! god man! but then also not alot till cannot cope. for now its still manageable.
hard to say for next time...
after orienteering straight back home.slacked around. no mood for anything.
then slept for awhile then prepare to go guitar...
i almost finish my whole competition piece! WOOTS~
a small part left. the song is actually quite nice. but then difficult play... yeah... and i've been streaming movies online... very pissed... cannot watch a whole movie decently...
just ate dinner not long ago. hhahaha!! i don't believe i survive more than 20hours(?) without food!!! the thing is that i not hungry... like on diet... if people on diet can everyday like me sure very very skinny de:DDDD hahahhaa. maybe going mac later for supper. ask brother to tag along:DD
if too tired then may just sleep it off.
the orienteering thing. erm... only emma(faci) passed up.. the deadline is on wed. kindly email me the files. best to receive it on sat night. THANKS~
jun wen at 12:46 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
depressed...
no mood for anything liao... not planning... not eating... not playing... not even guitar.... not sleeping... not having fun... no more laughter... no more smiles...
my soul left shattered...
no one to share with... no one to cheer me up...
nothing left.... nothing...
just lost a friend... why did this happen to me...
jun wen at 4:14 PM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
1 hell of a day huh...
i just used the desktop to blog and it hanged on me!!!
dun wanna retype everything so,i briefly say... slacked at home the whole morning. then wanted to sleep before work but cannot due to the incoming sms-es and calls and MSN from my friends... then didnt sleep in the end. then bus-ed alone to work..
the supervisor today came down to have a look. i was very lucky i didnt bring laptop or PSP neither did he find me in macdonald's, which i usually go to slack.
then waited 30 min for a god damned bus.. went up the bus and the driver was very fuck up...zz he keep say who tell you 50cents... zzz then he asked me show my bus card... then i was still a student:DD he nothing to say then say what next time no 5cents tell the driver...
zzz!! EH!! 5cents nia!! wth.. then wanna make such a commotion... he talk so god damn loud lah! then he talk lose le then talk so soft.. hahahhahahah!!
then i moved back into the rear of the bus again... then i saw the reason why i waited for more than 30min for a god damned bus... cuz all 3 sticking together!! WTH!!
reached home very sooon... then wanna go sleep le :P very very tired! tml still nid go school at 10... then ask dear help me with my ear stud:DDD
GOOD NIGHT ALL~ SWEET DREAMS DARLING~!
jun wen at 10:35 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
FOR YOU I WILL
When you're feeling lost in the night When you feel your world just ain't right Call on me, I will be waiting Count on me, I will be there Anytime the times get too tough Anytime your best ain't enough I'll be the one to make it better I'll be there to protect you, see you through I'll be there, and there is nothing, I won't do I will cross the ocean for you I will go and bring you the moon I will be your hero, your strength Anything you need I will be the sun in your sky I will light your way for all time Promise you, for you I will I will shield your heart from the rain I won't let no harm come your way Oh these arms will be your shelter No these arms won't let you down If there is a mountain to move I will move that mountain for you I'm here for you, I'm here forever I will be your fortress, tall and strong I'll keep you safe, I'll stand beside you, right or wrong For you I will, lay my life on the line For you I will fight, hmmm, for you I will die With every breath, with all my soul I'll give my word, I'll give it all Put your faith in me And I'll do anything Promise you, for you I will
today i pratically sat in front of the laptop the whole day. turn on the computer again at 10am. then on facebook and twitter.
been sitting on the god damned chair for more than 12hours le!~
to dearest<3: many people keep asking me who you are. and i had to try my best to keep it a secret. its all for you:DD not an easy task i must say...
and then someone i chatted online with made me feel so un-loved. the way he put the words is like so god damned... as in sometimes you wanna help your friend to the very very best you can but then in the end you make things worse. and when things couldn't get any worse, it did.
now, i gave someone a bad impression of me... cuz of my dear friend who tried to help me. i'm not trying to blame him or something. but then its like...WTH?? ask him to help me out but then make me get hated....
and baby seems so close with her clique. not that i'm jealous or something but then i really hope that she can spend more time with me...
dunno what's gotten into me. i'm becoming a couch potato. last time whenever i was feeling unhappy i would go play basketball... now, even when i feel so damn unhappy, i dun feel like playing basketball...
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!! god!! i feel so selfish, lonely, sad and un-loved...
anyways, the somebody who made me feel so un-loved kinda cheered me up abit.
he was like keep asking who she was and then i was like make a guess yourself. then then he gave up and told me to treat her better. ( I WILL:DDD) then he say dun like last time... walao...many people still didnt know about what really happened. then he was like not very sure of somethings and say i treat things like a game... wth.... all this is over... so just let it be:DD
'wear a smile everyday, and your life will be happier'
hahahahah! that i shall do:DDDDD no more emo-ness!!
CHEER UP!! GONE WITH THE WIND FOR NOW:DDD
jun wen at 4:03 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
waiting for you
today, i mean night, i think i will not go to sleep. just in case BABY<3 gives me a call or sms. then dun wanna have a miss call from her.
feeling very bored that's why i came to blog. i came down to a resolve today of not playing any games anymore:DD
secondly, i got a new god-daughter:DD hahaha then then i chatted with her through msn just now. wanna thank her very much cuz chatting with her and some others really cheered me up:DDD
still feeling very love sick:DDD
btw,(to darling<3) my daughter know bout us le. i didnt tell her but she found out herself. so damn clever right??? hahahahahha!! hope you don't mind:DDD
just found very nice song titled: open your heart-westlife. this song can be found in jiayi's blog:DD
stayed there for quite awhile while chatting to listen to the song.
after some updates for the computer, the laptop has speed up quite abit, with lesser lagging unlike last time. i ran a scan at 12am last night and then in the morning i wake up to see then scan done. there was 281 virus in the laptop...wth.. those dumb and very obvious virus also will kena... haiz... but then all cleared. then just now i went to download the new version of msn live, the AVG found 2 malware virus attached to it.. LOL! if not for the AVG i need reformat the damn computer again...hahaha (in case you dunno, each time reformat takes about 1 hour before everything starts running properly and you can download other program files)
takes a very long time...
anyways, today i dunno why i posted 2 times. twitter so damn boring le... and my MSN almost all the time 90% offline... zzz then no people to chat with... damn... and while downloading spybots, found another malware.... zzz...why so many viruses damn hackers...
me also trying to make this post look damn long... hahaha. i guess i got 8 hours to do so:DDD
11.46pm chatting with cousins on the MSN now.. they going sleep at 12... then i'll be all alone again... honey, i really miss you... its hard to survive without you by my side.
i think i shall end my post here. WILL NOT SLEEP!!!~
today is the first day without her by my side. feeling very emo...
missing her already. just now went to queensway to get ear studs and sticks with jiacheng. then bus-ed home alone cuz he going to jareb's house.
damn envious that they going school tml cuz they need deliver food for the netball girls!
anyways, i reach home le went to sleep. slept for awhile then then wake up and started thinking bout her!! damn sad lah... today first day only leh.. then miss her until like that liao!!
hahahaha!!~ i got invaded!!! hahahahah~!!!!! yesterday me and jiacheng went to 77th street to get a ear piercing. then was like trying to hide from uncles and parents cuz they will scold. then hide hide till cannot hide then jiu take out le. i thought my grandma sure scold till jialat de:DD but then she never!!~ she told me to be more careful:DDDD
then went to watch a midnight show~!! sms-ed HER and on the way to lot1:DD
Blog invaded!!!! :D He should be sleeping now. HAHAHA. And I should be asleep too! Wake up call tmr, :O Maybe I'm the one who can't wake up. LOL! 12:53AM. Wow, sometimes fb games can be so addictive that you won't be able to resist the temptation. LOL! I'm trying to make this extremely short post look long. HAHAHA. Urgh, going to hit the sack now, panda eyes are becoming more visible. Sweetgoodnight♥♥
P.S. Not long enough. LOLOL!
Anonymous at 12:51 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
TIRED!!~
HAHAHAHAHA~ my cousin wanan watch 2012 with me:DDD LOL!~ but then i going watch with other people. hahahaha
yesterday i slept at 2am++ then then damn tired~
i supposed to meet my cousins at 9am but then i wake up at 9am:DDD somebody forget to give me a wake up call:DDDDDDD
ton-ed at soe lu's house, near school. worked yesterday and everything happened so fast!~ yeah then went to jp slack and then went straight to soelu house.
somebody so rich take taxi go home lah!!~ LOL!!!~ now 3 out of 5 sleeping aready. actually i slept already. for bout 2-4 hours..i guess?? but then everytime i think bout you then then i very energetic liao :P hahahahahahaha!!!~
firstly, i wanna talk bout the weekend my weekend was well spent (i think)
SATURDAY saturday was the most tiring day. the whole day cannot rest at all. this is the reason. morning, 8am at school. afternoon, had lunch with becca keryn they all. then meet cousin at 1. took british council test and then rushed to work at 5. see...so poor thing:(
THEN, i went to british council to take a enrolling test with my cousin. i got 73/80 for a british council test and then the marker was like marker(to my cousin): do you read books often?? cousin: no? (she repeated the qn to me) me: no?? marker: really?? *raised eyebrow
marker: then what is your grades for english in school?? me and cousin: C6!!
marker: really?? cuz it doesn't say so in the tests. so, who do you think got the higher score??
*me and cousin point at each other.
then she was like..... marker: ok. JunWen right? you got 73 out of 80 and JingYao, you got 61/80.
i was like, wth?? so high? then she strongly encouraged me to go to the O level high class. (normal people who gets score between 50-69 goes to O level) so i was like... then then i said nah.. i wanna go to the same class with my cousin:DD that's the reason for me to even be there in the first place:DD yeah:DD (the pic is like cannot straight.)
then, went to uncle house at 9pm. ate steamboat and received gifts from another cousin, he just came back from china:DD then got me a 'wallpaper' and a GAARA™ tee-shirt~!!!
THANKS MAN!!!!!~~
(the wall paper) :DD TODAY! went to soelu house straight after school. as usual, had fun there. then went home at bout 9. going sleep soon man~!
jun wen at 9:15 PM
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Enjoyable day:DD
today was a very happy day for me:DD cuz i went out for lunch with S :DDDDDD damn happy lah! yeah... went to subway for lunch
then we kinda chatted quite abit:DD yeah:DD
after lunch, we bus-ed back home together:DD
tata~ sweet dreams:DDD
jun wen at 3:49 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
TIRED!
finally, back to blog firstly, yesterday i went through a very torturing trek from mac ritchie to upper bukit timah. damn tired lah. its like continuous walking for hours!!
then went back early to prepare for work! so damn hardworking right??
took taxi to my nearby cousin's house for a quick bath. then taxi-ed to KAP again...wasted $9...damn man! ate mac and skived at a corner sleeping for half an hour.
DAMN DAMN TIRED!!!!!! but then made a few friends yesterday:D the people there actually quite fun and friendly.(except some...) then chatted and slacked at the warehouse for a long long time before going home:D
then then wake up today at 10am.. damn...not getting enough sleep these days...
+i haven't study +i haven't finish my holiday assignment
today is like very tiring day studied in the morning while S was sleeping like a lazy piggy!! but then today she can be excused. cuz she is sick... poor thing leh she.
then she went back to sleep after a brief chat with me :DD studied hard then blah~~
Oh, today is esmond's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN!!
then after school went home immediately. downloaded a movie but then cannot watch on the psp cuz the format is wrong...DAMN!! then no choice but to leave for work without the movie.
after 4 hours of boring work, i finally come home and i bought a BIG drumstick for my mum. damn ex lah...LOL!
converted the movie and then putting it into the psp:D *yawns* damn tired.... tml still need to wake up @ 6++ am cuz got the stupid school event...LOL!
hahahaha!! finally found work:DDDDD damn happy but then this means i cannot go around playing and have fun like i usually do :( 'SHINGz' (lol. dunno what it means:DD) anyways, starting to work today and feeling kinda excited:DD
today at school, i was kinda a bad boy:D played PSP in class LOL! then wasted time....LOL! another thing, i am damn angry with myself!!!! cuz today got CHEM test. then i spent sometime to study. in the end i know how do then i forget add in the +/- signs then i think all wrong...SHINGz!!! damn it man!
today, i dreamt about S AGAIN!! LOL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. then very reluctant to wake up:DD then in the end got scolded by my dad:(
went to school half awake. then send a WAKE UP!! msg to S and woke her up about half an hour later. LOL!
piggy sia, so late still sleeping!! hahaha. actually i sent the msg at around 7. LOL. studied and joked in class but then still listened:DD then S at piano lesson but then got sms me when my lesson time:DD
after school, class friends all come my house play:DDDDD TILL THEN MAN!!