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Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Talking to the moon

sleeping in the day and playing in the night makes me unaware of the day and date right now. lol. it feels as if everyday was saturday.

however, today is a sunday feeling to me. i have the poly orientation tmr. have to be there at 8.30. damn early. means that i have to squeeze on the mrt with other poly people, working class and the aunties. damn....

anyways, life has been pretty monotonous for me. everyday's routine is wake up, go out with clique(or part of it), basketball(every wed and fri) then slack somewhere till dawn breaks before heading home to sleep. BORINGGGGGG!!~

anyways, there's a friendly match coming up on wed. then my orientation also on wed. hope i can make it! shall train harder for this upcoming game!

HWAITING!

jun wen at 3:12 PM

Friday, April 1, 2011

Frustrated.

sigh. just one word to summarize my feelings now.

disappointment.

how i wish that someone was here beside me now.

Labels: only for you.

jun wen at 5:11 AM

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

lonely dark knight

due to the holidays, i am starting to become a nocturnal person. damn. i feel so tired in the morning but then so awake at night. it's like 4.51am and i'm still wide awake at my friend's house while both of them are sleeping so soundly. sigh... i rather go back to school. at least there's something to do, a goal to hit everyday.

TSY, i am vely jealoussss of youuuuuuuuuuuu~~ haha!

so much to say, but from where do i start? if only this world has no question marks. it'll make things easier.

right now, i can literally not sleep a wink for like few consecutive days provided i have something to do all the time. if not, i'll be a pig on the bed. HAHA.

literally bored to the core. can someone wake up and text me like now?? *hints* LOL!

Labels: and all of the things that we've gone through., i will remember you

jun wen at 4:49 AM

MRS WONG, THIS POST DEDICATED TO YOU.

it's been such a bloody long time since my last post. was too busy and lazy to post anything. such a boringggggg lifeeeeee! did something stupid recently. haha. shall tell you the next time we chat over msn or text. lol! but then seriously, i did something i never did for years. hmm.. diving trip was damn fun man, too bad you cannot go. LOL! study more impt. next time me bring you go okays?? HAHAHA!! anyways, i got nothing much i can think of right now to post. LOL! shall see you soon okayy?? HAHA! anw, i kinda need your help now, mrs wong. LOL! *you sound damn old when i call you that* this person got me hanging around. feeling very weird now. and yes, ME IS FINEEEEEE!!! HAHAHAHA

Labels: QUESTION MARKS

jun wen at 2:43 AM

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Master of disguises.

i thought that i coud salvage it in
anyway, but seems like, you want to
totally remove me from your life.
fine by me. you don't own my life
neither do i. i won't force you to
do things my way, for you cant make
me too.

don't ask me how or why, for i myself
don't know. seriously, spread your
ego everywhere, it doesn't matter.

deep inside you, you know that you're
not any better.

save your pathetic acts. i'll not buy
it. just, stay away.

jun wen at 4:46 PM

Friday, October 1, 2010

GRADUATION

today was graduation day.
it was fun and heart warming
at the same time.

took some pics with some people
actually wanted to take with
more people de, but then i can't
find them...

everything's at FB. can go check it out~

anyways, i'm not going to care
what you think about me, for it
doesn't matter much, since you
and i are going our separate
ways. i can only say, if the
people around you fail, it's
because of you.

shall not talk much bout other
sensitive stuff. just remember,
I DO NOT NEED YOU TO SURVIVE.

to the rest, HAPPY GRADUATION:D

jun wen at 8:10 PM

Thursday, September 30, 2010

BACK.

decided to return to blogger~
tumblr quite boring...

anyways, tomorrow will be my official
GRADUATION day! OMG! damn happy and
sad at the same time:):

haiz.. graduation means O's are
nearing. all i can think of now is
a big O! damn it. i feel that i'm
still not ready for it yet:( how??
tsk...

shall go study now.

MSN me to reach me,
if its urgent, then TEXT me:D

BYEBYE!

jun wen at 7:00 PM

Saturday, April 3, 2010

purely maths:D

to prove girls=evil,

:girl= time x money
we all know time IS money.
so,
girl=(money)2
we also know that money is the
root of evil.
therefore,
girl=square root of (money)2
therefore,
girl= evil:DD

hehehe!!
just gave my class chairman a huge
piece of my mind. that idiot have the
cheeks to curse us. nice one.
fyi, he lost the classroom keys.
then is our class people prank one.
then he curse us.
nice one right?
he was in the fault for negligence and
dare to curse the whole class. nice one.
everyone commented, scolding this piece of
shit. he sleeps in almost all the lessons.
cool right? as a chairperson. LOL!

btw, this will be my last post here?
SOMEONE ask me to change to tumblr:D

well, cya there:D

jun wen at 10:36 AM

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

TIRED TTM.

although things are taking
a turn for the better
(slightly), still bthh.

whywhywhy...
it always occur to me that
i've alot of questions
unanswered,cuz i cant find
the answer.

i'm seldom truely happy now.
mostly, i smile just to
entertain people. you can see.
very easily irritated now.

trying my best to stay awake
throughout the day listening to
the class.

phy sucks today.
spoil the damn spring.
paid 60c for it...zzz

hmm..
i'm constantly thinking about
everything that's happening
around me. i see selfish people,
thinking always for themselves.
i see A LOT of unhappy people.
and i see people complaining
about small lil things when
they are much much better off.

why can't the complacent people
ever learn to cherish.
people who are free of
worries complain that
life is boring and sucks blah...

spending my time unwisely.
there's some motivation
here and there..

i just hope i can go far
enough before i collapse.

i feel that i'm not cherishing
everything and starting to take
my cousins for granted.
they are the ones who can really
make me smile. and they are the
ones who really make me feel
cared for. i hope that's how they
feel also.

wonder if heaven or hell is better
than earth...

sometimes when i do things,
i pause and ponder.

maybe i should spend more
time with my cousins.

AND,
FUCK THE OM. DAMN PISSED WITH HIM AND
HIS FUCKING DOG.
ASKED THE DOG WHETHER HE CAN CALL
MR.REMESH AND SEE WHERE HE IS AND THEN
THE LJ OM COME AND SAY I MAKE ALOT OF
NOISE.KNNPCB!
THEN SAY WHAT IF WANT FIND GO FIND MYSELF.
EH KNNCCB I CAN FIND I WILL ASK YOU HELP
ARH. FUCKING DOG. KNN THE HANDPHONE CAN
DUN WANT USE. TAKE OUT HAOLIAN. PIECE OF
SHIT.

i don't mind anyone telling this to the cb
people. freaking pissed.
i ask them for help and say me noisy.
knn dog. never leash then bark like
fuck. got this LJ people in this fucking
school. no wonder this school sucks.

FML.

jun wen at 5:28 PM

Sunday, March 28, 2010

do you feel it?

one word to describe
my feelings.

SAD.

everytime i'm with friends,
i force a smile so that i
will not be anti-social.

no one seems to notice how
i feel.
or no one actually cares?

whatever the case, it doesn't
help at all even to know which
is the truth.

today is the 3rd day without it.

went to visit my great-grandmother.
CCK cemetery there.

there is sadness in my eyes,
but do you see it?
does anyone see it?

people are forcing me to do
what i don't want to.
circumstances are making life
difficult for me.

i regard some people as friends.
but do they? not LES,but others.

it seems that everyone is just
putting on a mask and hides
their knives behind their smile.
when you turn around,they just
simply stab you in the back and
pretend that nothing has happened.

there's many things going on me.
nothing is going in my favor.
not in school,
not at home.

easily irritated,frustrated.

trouble is already knocking on
my door.
it seems that this is inevitable.

gonna face it MY way.
it's been quite some time i really
made something go totally my way.
this time, i just want trouble to
go away, never come back.
trouble doesn't come alone.
they come in numbers, far greater
than you imagine.

all these rants and i still don't
feel any better.
FML is just a plain line.
it doesn't make me feel any better.

trying not to think about anything
except studies and cousins.
friends...

i lost someone i consider a friend.
i don't know whether i'm a friend to
the person. gonna let fate take over.
there's nothing i can do anymore.

i'm living in a world where i can't
make decisions for things anymore.

jun wen at 6:41 PM

when things go wrongg.

trouble came to find me.
damn.
FML. nothing is going right.
when i want things to go left,
it goes right.

stoning and doing nothing
ain't gonna help.
but then sometimes by helping
myself, i get into deeper
shit.

don't know what to do!!

jun wen at 1:07 AM

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

:(:(

are you getting tired?

if you are, i'm very sorry.

had a very interesting talk
with ms harti straight after
her lesson.
i hope i wont receive her call:x

fancy telling someone that he had
made the wrong choice!
what an irony.
LOL!

gotta run:D

Labels: i miss you.

jun wen at 10:26 PM

Monday, March 22, 2010

water and oil.

today was a normal day
said 'HI' to someone:D

then after school didnt
stayback and the damn
person go scold E and W.
WTF.
i run away got what to do
with them sia. stupid BITCH.
she thinks she got something
then we cannot touch her?
she gonna make me go for
dentention. waste my time.
and,ask her stop trying to
say i make her upset alr.
she knows what she did then
always hide what she did and
then make other's look like
they are in fault.

zzz.
irritated. not going to be the
lil' good boy to her alr.
sometimes it makes me laugh at
the incapability of supporting
your points to pin my mistakes.
i made you speechless sometimes.
so,stop looking for trouble.

jun wen at 6:16 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2010

little gay shit.

to the someone.
you know who you are.

if you have something
against me, come straight
to me. stop being such a
coward and chatter behind
people's back.
you are just a loser.
fucking hypocrite.

i had been nice to you
little fucker.
but then no more.
you don't fucking understand
people and then start to spread
your ego like no one's business.

i wonder how you make friends.
are your friends wearing a lil
mask to hide what they really think?
if they are, then so fucking sad for
you.

from the start, i don't even know how
i offended you or you just simply want
to find someone to spread rumors about
and feel good about it.

no matter how good your studies are,
you will still be a failure.
you are not to be considered a friend
to anyone. you are just a piece of shit.

and if you don't like someone's face
you can choose to not look.
fyi,you think that you look v nice?
in fact, you look even worse.

you'll be backstabbed one fine day.
and may it be your best friends who
did it. then will you learn your
fucking lesson.

gonna stop for you.

Labels: to change for the better.

jun wen at 6:36 PM

can't stop,won't stop.

went to sentosa ytd.
then went straight to
uncle's house to celebrate
cousin's bday:D
after that, went to catch a 11.05
movie
then went home do hw until
3am then sleep.

woke up today at 12nn.
damn tied.
i want to stop thinking about all
the things. but i just can't.
its easy to tell others to stop.
but then it's definitely not that
easy to ask yourself to.

summary= FML.
nothing else.

everything doesn't go my way.
and i mean EVERYTHING.
what more can i do?
going to MAC study soon.

reasons are nothing but
excuses to cover up you
misdoings.

Labels: hope i did not disappoint you.

jun wen at 1:29 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010

truely,madly,deeply tired.

woke up at 7 cuz
his parents coming home
at 11am. wtf.
somemore he said he need
to tidy up our mess when we
did not even create.
and,he need 4 hours to clean
up and sleep?!

its not like your parents come
home and then you cannot sleep?
zzz. slept at close to 5.
cannot stand it alr.
BBQ ytd was fun.
reached his house at bout 3.

slacked around playing and then
went to sleep.

woke up rudely at 7am
went home to get more rest.
and X said i was i PIG!! LOL!

woke up at 1 plus, with 2 miss calls.
ROFLs!!
that's all.

andand,there would be a trip to
Sentosa this SAT for all SLs:DD
gonna look forward to that:D

Labels: if a song could get me you.

jun wen at 3:39 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

yes,i know

i woke up at 10.30
when lessons actually start
at 8. LOL! gg liao.
cfm get scolded one.
blame it on me playing bball
ytd and returning home at 12mn.

HAHAHHAAHAHAHA!!
gonna spend some time at home
doing hw. if not i will feel
damn guilty lor.LOL!

i hate being left dangling in the
middle of nowhere. the feeling sucks.

nothing much to say alr.
feeling damn cheerful after
reading X blog:DDDDD
hahahaha!! we got the same title!!
HAHAHA!!

Labels: i'll be you wish, your dream and your fantasy.

jun wen at 10:33 AM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i will remember you.

yes. i'm talking bout you.
LOL!
so don't get a shock when
you see this

seems like your life is
great. you intro-ed many
songs to me,like

still around-3Oh!3
i will remember you-ryan canberra
live like we're dying-the script
etc etc...

wish you all the best:)

anw, today is tue and i have nothing
much to do except hw and computer?
parents want me to go cousin's
house to study for Os.
they say i at home cannot study
keep using the computer.
haishhh..

gonna start on the holiday
assignments.
compliments of ayanisaa.
LOL!

buhhbyess~~

jun wen at 1:13 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

wasted.

hmmm. just came back from
SL camp ytd.
still feeling v letargic.

planned to go gym today but
then rained so didnt go.
cousin's sick. damn. sounds
like food poisoning.
GET WELL SOON!!

recently the weather is holy.
its damn hot lor.

and i'm pressurized to study.
now of course no mood study.
cuz still in camp mood and
holidays. should enjoy for
a day or two before starting
to mugg again:D

everytime the sun rise,
its a new start to all.
but then i feel that it isn't
the case just for me.
bad things keep coming my way.
trouble keeps knocking on my door
and i'm expected to ignore it.

i wish for tomorrow to be a better
day but seems like it isn't gonna be.
people are getting pessimistic by the
day and i don't really see why not.
i wasn't like that.
and i'm trying not to be like that.

it's all about you~McFly.

but is it?

saw you today and you smiled:)
me smiled back to you:)
it made my day:)

smile~~
that's the least i can do.

jun wen at 10:21 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

I will remember you.

did very badly in CA1.
gonna start working hard!
no more constant partying.

CONCENTRATE!!

i find myself at a loss
of what to do. i realised
a change in me,so did my
cousins,uncles and my
grandpa.

escaping is no solution to
anything. gotta face up to
it one day.

everyday i spend, i feel like
i'm just wasting it.
i don't feel ready for the O's.
i wasted 1 year already.
i don't want to waste another.

nothing seems to go right for me.
everything is turning out to be
bad..
it's hard to cope.

WELL,THIS IS LIFE.
so,get over it.

and,i got a feeling that X will
be smacked:)

btw, felt the push to do revision.
no more joking around!

Labels: i feel so hollow.

jun wen at 7:04 PM

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